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As Beautiful as It Seems by Diana Hawk6/25/2023 ![]() I don’t even really want to share this–it’s terrifying. I’m not saying this for pity or attention. It’s been seven months since that day, and I can still feel the despair that wracked through my body whenever I think back. What was I supposed to say? I feel like I’m going to kill myself? I’m ideating on how to make it look like an accident so I don’t hurt anyone else? I dialed 911 and let my finger hover over the call button, terrified that this was my end. I couldn’t put what I was going through on anyone else. I opened a few contacts, almost pressed call, and then put my phone down. I couldn’t call my mom–this would break her heart. ![]() ![]() I resorted to laying rigid with fear, staring at the ceiling for hours on end, thinking this was it. ![]()
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